Rage and Kiriban!

100 MORE TO GET GET YOUR SCREEN-SHOT FINGERS READY ( If that made any sense)


Now for the rage,

This is the Legend.

Aaron = Childhood friend who moved to the Island and comes every now and then to see his father ( Foster father but w.e)

Restaurant = My Family restaurant. I go there for work, food, and cooking.

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So I might have already mentioned my brother moving to Victoria and how he is constantly spoiled and gets whatever he wants because he is leaving and he will "need" it in Victoria.

Well over the past week mom has been coming home early to pack his things cause today they left to put it all in his apartment. and ALL this week he has been out playing magic ( Card Game) with his friends and watching movies. Not doing anything. Not packing. Not Cleaning. Nothing.

Mom would ask me for my help and i would oblige saying. ITS HIS WORK. HE IS MOVING. I'M NOT. YOU'RE NOT. WHY ISN'T HE DOING THIS. But she didn't really have an answer for me.

On Thursday Aaron came over with Permission from my parents to stay a couple days. and I thought mannu would finally do something Today to make up for him not doing anything ever.

But my mom told me on Friday that she told my uncle not to come because she wouldn't need him with our help.

Hold on. OUR? I'm not going, I have things to do, Its HIS work. I could have said yes if you told me before I confirmed 2 days with Aaron. I have nothing more to say. Not going.

Mom said fine. And went back to her work as I was cleaning the mess from when Mannu's friends came over and watched Jackie Brown ( Tarintino movie) and Made a mess of our house. On top of being total pigs with our food. seriously wtf man.

Today Aaron left at around 3 opposed to 8 am when he told his dad he was leaving. This was really stupid of him. We stayed up until 5 am yesterday, He was playing Magic with mannu, and I was organizing my week and figuring out How much money I have spent in the last month, listening to Debussy, Brahms and Bach.

After finding out I was not going to victoria he didn't tell his father until 1pm the next day ( when his father called at 10 am talking to my dad, with my dad not knowing anything)

I was fine with this because he was gone I could keep cleaning and maybe recover my rooms condition from all this messy work i have been doing in it (sewing,drawing,reading, anything to pass the time)

I decided to go to work at around 5 after shaving (thank god, i hate my messy face) Dad was there and gave me this weird look.

I Only came to get the ice cream i left in the freezer, so i could make myself a Cantaloupe Milkshake ( They are pretty tasty)

Dad Mouthed at me for having aaron over, Blaming him not telling his dad. ON ME, Getting angry at me for not going to Victoria to do my brothers work. questioning my motives for not going. It was ridiculous he said i was ungrateful, WHAT DID I DO?!?!? NOTHING. I Never said anything mean to anyone in the past 2 months. I trained people at work. I worked as much as I could on busy days. working on the day my parents went to victoria to get a key.

I told him I wasn't just a slave or a doll, I have an opinion, and Its my right to refuse something i don't want to do, and it is my right to KNOW what is expected of me if anything happens. ESPECIALLY events.

But No, apparently i was wrong to not go, and apparently I was wrong to have someone over. and I was wrong to not work for my brother.

I don't care. He has been nice for a little while. But I have been waiting for 9 FUCKING YEARS for him to be nice to me again. He has to work a lot more to get me to help him with his own shit, and Dad knows nothing. He has never, ever, been home with my brother and I seeing our relationship fall apart. Him slowly give me a darkened glazed look and pushing me aside like a homeless man being in his path to his future.

Well Dad Kept on being a total douche, and told me to leave the restaurant because I was being disrespectful.

Basically I was kicked out of my own restaurant for not helping my rude brother.